Ask me how I feel! Lemme tell you how i feel. I feel rotton. Fullstop. Day seemed to be goin well...almost like a dream...then...things happen. People get fustrated at me...wait, when are people not fustrated by me anyway? I get fustrated with myself. Things just happen. I feel like the whole world is telling me this: Sarah=born loser+disappointment+useless. FINE!!! Then so be it!!! Think it that way!!!! I AM NOT!!!! I KNOW I AM NOT!!!! COS JESUS SAYS SO!!! HE SEES SOMETHING IN ME THAT NO ONE ELSE IN THIS WHOLE WORLD SEES!!!! HE SEE HOPE!!!!! But...what can i say if people dont believe. About people being stuck up. PLEASE. Im not refering to anyone here. But. Sometimes, people like me seem stuck up cos we are too afraid to be your friends. We feel that we are worthless. We've given up on friendship cos no one seems to wanna accept us. We dont think that you would too. We seem stuck up, but...ever wondered why? Put yourself in our shoes. Do you feel the pain? Do you, who are surrounded by so many friends and always have friends there for you, feel the pain??? I guess...if youve never ever gone through friendship failures all your life, you wouldnt understand. Let's change our perspective today shall we? At least..I know the Jesus..will always be my best friend...Thank you for showing me your face that day Jesus:)
Sarah Wong
@ 11:09 PM
I thought that the pain went away for good...i was wrong..it comes back..over. and over. and over again. Just hurts so bad. Perspective. I dont wanna blame anyone here but ive heard over and over and over again..people gossipping about others..Shes so ugly...What a stuck-up..that guy...what a nerd..WAKE UP PEOPLE!!!! Its time to change our perspectives. I dont wanna be a nag, but isnt it something that we all need to change? I admit that sometimes i start making judgements about others in my head...then when I think about it i'll try to change my perspective, to look at the person as how i think Jesus would look at the person. With love. Society is so cruel...just like what Ernie mentioned in sermon a few weeks ago. When will people open their eyes and view others as people just like them? Or..could it be that these people that make judgements about others are already so hurt by other people that they use this as a defense wall so that they can comfort themselves that they are superior to others? God...open their eyes..show them this is not the way to go...we behave like animals sometimes...Show them that...you love them despite of how others view them...you love every single fibre of their being..cos You created them...Flood Your love over them Lord...they need you desperately...
Sarah Wong
@ 9:26 PM
Prayer meeting was awesome last night:D Strength was renewed...thank you for using me just as i asked Jesus:D Today's gonna be another awesome day....God....guide me...help me along..I know that with You, everything will go smoothly...please help everything to go according to Your will Lord...Come and touch us...come and touch the ushers today...full team today! So happy...Lead us as we serve You...move in our midst God...We are nothing without You:)
Sarah Wong
@ 12:03 PM
I got hit with a very simple realisation today. The harder I try to talk to others about stuff, the more disconnected i feel from them. From the world. It's a strange feeling. Like the world is together and I am this person here..trying to intrude in and try to get someone's attention. And they give it to me for a little while. Then they turn back and start talking to one another again. and I'm left outside this circle. Just like an alien. Then i remember what Jeanette said to me during an altar call...she said something like...when people treat you like an alien...remember..you belong to Jesus...you are not of this world....and I realise...im turning to the wrong people...Jesus is right in front of me...sure i talk to Him bout my probs and all..seriously i tell Him probably almost everything thats going on...then today I realised...dont just talk and listen to Him...allow Him to embrace you so that you a secured..so secured in His love...Lord I look to you...."I'll always be there for you" is really really a cliche....hands up who has gotten hurt by this statement? I have. Lots of times. Countless times. I stopped believing in it. Well, that is, when friends say it. The closer the friend is, the more pain I feel....cos i know, that's just temporary comfort....a false secure base i would call it...BUT...when God says it...now thats different...when He says that...it feels me with that joy...that indescriptive joy...cos the only person that will ever be able to keep that promise, is Jesus Himself. He's already done it. Been there for us in our darkest moments. The nail-pierced hands are proof. Thank you Jesus:)
Sarah Wong
@ 11:30 PM
Was bored, so i decided to do some blog surfing...went over to Cindy's blog and found this video:
http://livedigital.com/AFOd2gAjNw/content/52110 ...its really touching...how touching? well i cried..but then again I cry quite easily when it comes to this kind of stuff..Oh God...oh God...here i am, complaining and being concerned over how the world looks at me and....the kids in the video...they're so so desperate for You..all they wanna do is to seek You with all their heart and soul...i feel so ashamed of myself..Oh God...use me oh God...remove the lies of the devil...I dont care what the world thinks of me, I dont care how much they laugh behind my back, I dont care if society doesnt accept me..cos God, I belong to You and as long as I know that You accept me...my heart is content oh Lord...Lord...I will go Lord...just as You asked me to and just as I promised You...I will go to Africa...cos I know You wanna use me there...no matter how impossible it sounds now...no matter how many times people raise their eyebrows and look at me with that scorn on their faces..disbelieving...Are you sure? Africa? You? Are you sure thats your calling? it sounds so...storybookish...How about reaching out to your classmates? God'll be pleased with you..i mean, come on, you're..small..you look so...weak..are you sure you heard God right? I SPIT AT YOU IN YOUR FACE DEVIL!!!! all the lies...all the disbelief...havent you heard? Galatians 5:9- "A little yeast works through the whole batch of dough". HAH. SO THERE. Oh God...in Your time..open the windows of opportunity to go forth..As long as You believe that I can do it and Your presence goes with me, I know nothing can stop me. Jesus...take me deeper..so much deeper..
Well, freedom has come, exams are over and hols are about one month 3 weeks. I really wanna use these hols to grow deeper in Him...besides all the stuff im busy with, that is...Ushering...Highlife...RCS..perhaps helping out some days at the church office..camps.. going back to Malaysia (prepare me Jesus) ...You know when i tell ppl what im doing for my hols...i get the impression that they think: BORING. Well, to me it really isnt, God is my joy, and as long as im doing stuff for Him, im really very happy. Until you really have a relationship with Him, you probably would think that some Christians are possessed to be doing such things in their hols... We're not, really...we're just loving our King..WHOO!!! JESUS YOU ROCK!! :D:D:D
haha, went to visit Jem today...poor guy..ended up in hospital....Cord and I went to visit him...super funny...brought him interesting entertainment..hahah...Get well soon Jem! hahaha...Ushers' outing is gonna rock! Whoo! Lord please give us wisdom as we plan for this.... In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen:)
http://livedigital.com/AFOd2gAjNw/content/52110 ...its really touching...how touching? well i cried..but then again I cry quite easily when it comes to this kind of stuff..Oh God...oh God...here i am, complaining and being concerned over how the world looks at me and....the kids in the video...they're so so desperate for You..all they wanna do is to seek You with all their heart and soul...i feel so ashamed of myself..Oh God...use me oh God...remove the lies of the devil...I dont care what the world thinks of me, I dont care how much they laugh behind my back, I dont care if society doesnt accept me..cos God, I belong to You and as long as I know that You accept me...my heart is content oh Lord...Lord...I will go Lord...just as You asked me to and just as I promised You...I will go to Africa...cos I know You wanna use me there...no matter how impossible it sounds now...no matter how many times people raise their eyebrows and look at me with that scorn on their faces..disbelieving...Are you sure? Africa? You? Are you sure thats your calling? it sounds so...storybookish...How about reaching out to your classmates? God'll be pleased with you..i mean, come on, you're..small..you look so...weak..are you sure you heard God right? I SPIT AT YOU IN YOUR FACE DEVIL!!!! all the lies...all the disbelief...havent you heard? Galatians 5:9- "A little yeast works through the whole batch of dough". HAH. SO THERE. Oh God...in Your time..open the windows of opportunity to go forth..As long as You believe that I can do it and Your presence goes with me, I know nothing can stop me. Jesus...take me deeper..so much deeper..
Well, freedom has come, exams are over and hols are about one month 3 weeks. I really wanna use these hols to grow deeper in Him...besides all the stuff im busy with, that is...Ushering...Highlife...RCS..perhaps helping out some days at the church office..camps.. going back to Malaysia (prepare me Jesus) ...You know when i tell ppl what im doing for my hols...i get the impression that they think: BORING. Well, to me it really isnt, God is my joy, and as long as im doing stuff for Him, im really very happy. Until you really have a relationship with Him, you probably would think that some Christians are possessed to be doing such things in their hols... We're not, really...we're just loving our King..WHOO!!! JESUS YOU ROCK!! :D:D:D
haha, went to visit Jem today...poor guy..ended up in hospital....Cord and I went to visit him...super funny...brought him interesting entertainment..hahah...Get well soon Jem! hahaha...Ushers' outing is gonna rock! Whoo! Lord please give us wisdom as we plan for this.... In Jesus' Name I pray, Amen:)
Sarah Wong
@ 9:07 PM
Last night i had very interesting dreams...but the one that stood up most in my mind was...wow..before I narrate my dream im gonna use 'x' for one person, just using caution here...my dream went something like this: i was in the worship centre of our church and on the bottom right section was where all the Highlifers sat...and God told me to pray for every single person in that section...someh0w in my dream i remember that they werent actually Highlifers..i forgot what group that was...so i called them up one by one and asked them to come forward so i could pray for them..and God had promised that He would fill them up as I prayed for them..as I prayed they started to fall under the power of God..every single one..and then..it came to 'x's turn...and I started crying as i pray for 'x'...and i told 'x'..dont resist..and then..suddenly JESUS was walking down the steps..and He took 'x' and left..then a few moments later 'x' came back...'x' was changed...i wont say how 'x' changed...it'll be a bit obvious then...then I woke up...and...i start to think..i dont want 'x' to change in that way..I honestly don't...i love 'x' the way 'x' is...then I started to realise..if 'x' changed...would 'x' like me back as a friend? Perhaps. Possibly. Quite likely. Oh God...I pray that You'll change 'x' on the inside...deal with 'x' God...stir up something within 'x'...but please oh God, dont change 'x' in the way that happened in my dream..stir it up in 'x' Lord...'x' needs you really really badly... In Jesus' Name i pray, Amen:)
Sarah Wong
@ 10:20 AM
I don't understand why I feel so 'emo' these few months..more than i ever had in my whole life..or maybe i do..maybe its a combination of hormones and low self esteem and failing friendships and stress and brokeness all mixed into one...to make me all emo and stuff...hate feeling emo..i teared while watching Disney's 'Tarzan' today..thats how emo i can get..and more..hah..maybe its cos i can relate with Tarzan..hows it like to be laughed at and feel so different from everyone else....at least he had a happy ending..i know i will one day too, i know that my happy ending is sitting on the right hand of Jesus in Heaven...next to the One that's gonna help me through this confusing stage of 'emo-ness'..why do i know that? cos its written in the bible of course..John 3:16..what's more the happy ending that i just described is in fact a vision that a friend once saw for me..of course she also mentioned about what i have to go through first..and that's the part that is making me more emo than ever..but you know what? i'll do it for Jesus, my Lord and my Saviour...why? simply cos i love Him...cos He first loved me..its as simple as that..that sweet unconditional love..oh God...You understand me..you know me best...You are always there for me..no matter what..You are never too busy for me..oh God...thank you..Thank you that I have You to turn to..when no one else cares..when everyone else is busy...at least You care to stretch out Your hand towards mine and lovingly call my name..lifting me up above my circumstances...Oh God...how can i ever thank you enough? and thats why..God..no matter what I have to go through..Lord please let me stand firm, to the promise that i have made to You: that no matter what happens, no matter how many hardships I go through..no matter how many times i get bashed down and hurt by others..Lord i choose to serve You all my life...my entire life to eternity...cos i love You..my beautiful Saviour...you are awesome God...You are just so awesome.. I love you Jesus:) *hugs*
Sarah Wong
@ 12:29 AM
Just came back from cell dinner, haha! Tml's exam day...i started 'freaking out' on the way home...then..God started to speak to me...and He kept asking me: " Do you feel my hand upon you?" and i kept saying no, and suddenly He just started to speak to me about my fears..my worries bout the whole exam..and even now..i just feel a certain warmth within me...as though He placed this cloak around me that ensures me that He is in control..that no matter what happens, its gonna go His way and not mine..oh God...oh God..i need You..i need to learn how to trust in You completely..show me how to God..you know what? i seriously dont understand how i lived without having a RELATIONSHIP with Jesus in the past...cos if i tried to sort things out in my own mind by myself, i think i'll just go crazy and all since i tend to think alot..well God, my exams are in Your hands, i promise to try my very best not to worry at all..in You I trust:)
Today i finally understood one of the object lessons that God was trying to teach me a few weeks back..He made me look out of the window and ask me what i saw...and i saw house among some trees..and i was trying to figure out what He was trying to teach me...and today it just hit me like that while i was trying to take a nap: my calling! it had to do with my calling and it just made so much sense...if you had read one of my first few posts of this blog then maybe you might understand...its about Africa..and what God told me today was that..in Africa, im gonna stand out like a sore thumb..a city person living among the villagers..and what i sensed Him say was that..be wary of how you treat them..you are like an intruder to them, and it is not their fault to treat you suspiciously since you dont seem to have any right to be in that place..but as long as you show them what you have to offer to them, that is, my love, then you'll be able to take in the people there who are such in need of a Saviour's love, just like a house that gives shelter to people...and it just clicked in me...Jesus..prepare me..a few days ago God told me that He was gonna send me into today's Eygpt...and immediately I thought of how Moses led the Isrealites out of Eygpt..God, please open my eyes to where you want to send me..open up opportunities for me to take a step closer to my calling..I can see and i know that You're already preparing me..ever since i told you that i was ready to accept my calling..and God..please continue to mould and shape me into the vessel that You can use so mightily...cos I wanna spread that Saviour's love to the nations...Jesus, my life is Yours ... :)
Today i finally understood one of the object lessons that God was trying to teach me a few weeks back..He made me look out of the window and ask me what i saw...and i saw house among some trees..and i was trying to figure out what He was trying to teach me...and today it just hit me like that while i was trying to take a nap: my calling! it had to do with my calling and it just made so much sense...if you had read one of my first few posts of this blog then maybe you might understand...its about Africa..and what God told me today was that..in Africa, im gonna stand out like a sore thumb..a city person living among the villagers..and what i sensed Him say was that..be wary of how you treat them..you are like an intruder to them, and it is not their fault to treat you suspiciously since you dont seem to have any right to be in that place..but as long as you show them what you have to offer to them, that is, my love, then you'll be able to take in the people there who are such in need of a Saviour's love, just like a house that gives shelter to people...and it just clicked in me...Jesus..prepare me..a few days ago God told me that He was gonna send me into today's Eygpt...and immediately I thought of how Moses led the Isrealites out of Eygpt..God, please open my eyes to where you want to send me..open up opportunities for me to take a step closer to my calling..I can see and i know that You're already preparing me..ever since i told you that i was ready to accept my calling..and God..please continue to mould and shape me into the vessel that You can use so mightily...cos I wanna spread that Saviour's love to the nations...Jesus, my life is Yours ... :)
Sarah Wong
@ 10:06 PM
Im gonna put down every random thing that comes to my mind...
Tian Ying just told me something that encouraged me alot....Jesus help me stay strong when I feel that no one else cares...Cos i know You care...On Friday night I dreamt the best dream in a long time... that the two most important relationships in my life that are seriously not okay were just solved..poof..just like that...then i woke up and reality hit me hard again...ouch..God i need you...in Your timing..To all the uni ppl who are starting school tml...or rather today...go out there and shine for Jesus... :) Lord, bless Cindy...you know how much she needs you...You know how much she's going through now...Cindy if you ever read my blog...remember that Jesus is your beautiful saviour k?:) Camp Comm rocks! Whoohoo! :) Love all of you guys and i really mean it:) Camp comm unite! :D I realised today that I still have an issue on low self-esteem...i thot it was solved when I let Jesus deal with the main root of my low self-esteem....that part's taken care of..that im sure...but i realise that there's still some 'sub roots' so called that works together to give life the that WEED called low self esteem. Maybe its cos of my looks..maybe cos of my size..maybe its cos i feel inadequate and all so many times..God help me break free from the lies that the devil has tried to put in my head...help your love that lies in my heart conquer the lies that my mind holds...God i need You....Sentosa's cool..recce was good today...think maybe we can go an even deeper step in fellowship...camp commers really an awesome bunch...tml's back to studying...mugging..mugging..mugging....God help me to sacrifice some time for You in doing QT and just spending time worshipping you...tml's a good day..no ones home in the morning...bang piano time!:D i love my family...I love you Daniel...even though i know you prob dont read my blog and all...one day ive gotta say that face to face to you...you need to know that the stranger that lived in the same house as you for more than 15 years now actually wants to talk to you and be your friend...but is too afraid to...God what i wanna say next only You will ever know...cos i wont say it here...i cant..ppl will start figuring things out and start figuring it out wrongly..God im crying out...oh God...help me to trust in what You promised me..grant me patience oh God..cos now it just seems like an absolute dead end...oh Jesus...only You can make it possible..i said and did some stupid things today..God please forgive me..I'm sorry..i try too hard..its time to spend time wth You...im sorry i kept You waiting the whole day:( I love you Jesus...only You will ever satisfy my soul...
Tian Ying just told me something that encouraged me alot....Jesus help me stay strong when I feel that no one else cares...Cos i know You care...On Friday night I dreamt the best dream in a long time... that the two most important relationships in my life that are seriously not okay were just solved..poof..just like that...then i woke up and reality hit me hard again...ouch..God i need you...in Your timing..To all the uni ppl who are starting school tml...or rather today...go out there and shine for Jesus... :) Lord, bless Cindy...you know how much she needs you...You know how much she's going through now...Cindy if you ever read my blog...remember that Jesus is your beautiful saviour k?:) Camp Comm rocks! Whoohoo! :) Love all of you guys and i really mean it:) Camp comm unite! :D I realised today that I still have an issue on low self-esteem...i thot it was solved when I let Jesus deal with the main root of my low self-esteem....that part's taken care of..that im sure...but i realise that there's still some 'sub roots' so called that works together to give life the that WEED called low self esteem. Maybe its cos of my looks..maybe cos of my size..maybe its cos i feel inadequate and all so many times..God help me break free from the lies that the devil has tried to put in my head...help your love that lies in my heart conquer the lies that my mind holds...God i need You....Sentosa's cool..recce was good today...think maybe we can go an even deeper step in fellowship...camp commers really an awesome bunch...tml's back to studying...mugging..mugging..mugging....God help me to sacrifice some time for You in doing QT and just spending time worshipping you...tml's a good day..no ones home in the morning...bang piano time!:D i love my family...I love you Daniel...even though i know you prob dont read my blog and all...one day ive gotta say that face to face to you...you need to know that the stranger that lived in the same house as you for more than 15 years now actually wants to talk to you and be your friend...but is too afraid to...God what i wanna say next only You will ever know...cos i wont say it here...i cant..ppl will start figuring things out and start figuring it out wrongly..God im crying out...oh God...help me to trust in what You promised me..grant me patience oh God..cos now it just seems like an absolute dead end...oh Jesus...only You can make it possible..i said and did some stupid things today..God please forgive me..I'm sorry..i try too hard..its time to spend time wth You...im sorry i kept You waiting the whole day:( I love you Jesus...only You will ever satisfy my soul...
Sarah Wong
@ 12:43 AM
Oh God...You are awesome, You just are....Thanks Glads, what you said really encouraged me:):):) God, I know that everywhere I go..as long as ppl dont understand..there's gonna be that fine line between me and them..Lord today I pray that You open their eyes...to see why i seem so different from them..and more improtantly, to see that they cant live without You..Went so high cos of Glad's email yesterday..haha, unfortunately everyone was too busy to go high with me...so..oh welly, i'll go high with Jesus! yay:D Joachim spoke about trust during service today...God, help me trust in You...you know my problems that i face...you know how i struggle so many times to let it all go into Your hands... Oh God...correct my ways...teach me to trust in You and You alone...
" Sarah, the time is NOW" i dont know why but this week especially God has been telling me that...and today He told me that the enemies are coming...and I turned around...and i saw...so many..coming..charging towards me..and I was alone...one person..no! wait! beside me stood Jesus...And I was wearing the armour...the armour of the Most High King..and my sword in hand...and I know...as long as Jesus is with me...I have nothing to fear...my enemies might attack..but i know..and i just know..that with the most High King on my side...I will win this battle..cos God is in control...Jesus help me stand stong in You...I love You Jesus... :) Lord...You are amazing and true to Your word...welcome to the family to those who gave their lives to Jesus today at Megalife service!:D:D:D
" Sarah, the time is NOW" i dont know why but this week especially God has been telling me that...and today He told me that the enemies are coming...and I turned around...and i saw...so many..coming..charging towards me..and I was alone...one person..no! wait! beside me stood Jesus...And I was wearing the armour...the armour of the Most High King..and my sword in hand...and I know...as long as Jesus is with me...I have nothing to fear...my enemies might attack..but i know..and i just know..that with the most High King on my side...I will win this battle..cos God is in control...Jesus help me stand stong in You...I love You Jesus... :) Lord...You are amazing and true to Your word...welcome to the family to those who gave their lives to Jesus today at Megalife service!:D:D:D
Sarah Wong
@ 9:15 PM
Happy National Day! haha, i discovered that my blog is more than a year old...woah... anyway...study, project, study somemore, do project somemore, yeah, that has been my typical lifestyle for the past few days, after tml morn its gonna be study, study some more, study even more...oh welly, at least i'm studying something that i like:):):) God has been teaching me lessons through other ppl these few days...teaching me how to control my temper, teaching me how to deal with certain situatons...so God, thank you for projects, haha:D I've got lots to learn man...Jesus...you know i still struggle in that area of trying to love people unconditionally just as you loved me...Lord...let Your love flow from in me into my friends' lives...they need You so much God...Lord, give me wisdom...
HIGHLIFERS!!!! Get ready! This year's camp's gonna rock!! Whoo!! Mark your calenders!!! 14th-17th Dec! And if you're a megalifer reading this and you're sec 4 or 5 planning to go poly, you're invited to join us too! yay! God...guide us as we plan this camp:) Let Your presence rain down on us...give us wisdom to plan this camp Lord....Love You Jesus:)
That day God told me to read Titus and this verse jumped out and shook me: "These, then, are the things you should teach. Encourage and rebuke with all authority. Do not let anyone despise you." Titus 2:15 .Help me to stand up and be strong Dad... thank you :)
HIGHLIFERS!!!! Get ready! This year's camp's gonna rock!! Whoo!! Mark your calenders!!! 14th-17th Dec! And if you're a megalifer reading this and you're sec 4 or 5 planning to go poly, you're invited to join us too! yay! God...guide us as we plan this camp:) Let Your presence rain down on us...give us wisdom to plan this camp Lord....Love You Jesus:)
That day God told me to read Titus and this verse jumped out and shook me: "These, then, are the things you should teach. Encourage and rebuke with all authority. Do not let anyone despise you." Titus 2:15 .Help me to stand up and be strong Dad... thank you :)
Sarah Wong
@ 11:42 PM
Well...its interesting...really it is..God, You're amazing...most of my problems are settled already...projects..emotions...stress..now just one more project to go and then the exams and then...IM FREE!!:D Last week...God asked me to close my eyes...i saw a ring on a table..i picked it up..sensed God saying that He had given me the authority and the power...because that was His ring that He used that to seal contracts...and this verse came in mind..." Then Pharoah took his signet ring from his finger and put it on Jospeh's finger. He dressed him in robes of fine linen and put a gold chain around hi neck. He had him ride in a chariot as his second-in-command, and men shouted before him, " Make way! " Thus he put him in charge of the whole land of Eygpt. " Genesis 41:42-43. Thank you God...for reminding me that You have chosen me as one of Your leaders...God..what you have been showing me has been...way bigger than i had ever imagine myself to go..but i know that as i continue to trust in You...no matter what happens, no matter how bumpy the ride is..You will always be with me...cos im protected by Your everlasting love...Jesus, You're beautiful...that day God showed me another vision...He was pulling me up to sit next to Him on His right...but I was holding on to my friends...my family..my loved ones..and these things seemed to be dragging me down...God..no more.... God..I surrender...I surrender...
Well, FOP was AWESOME...whoo...really awesome..God's presence was so strong...and all around people were singing and clapping and giving their all to Jesus...couldnt help but jump for joy even though there were so many things that seemed to be holding me down at that time..
Thank you Lord...for how it worked out..I just wanna be where You are..
Well, FOP was AWESOME...whoo...really awesome..God's presence was so strong...and all around people were singing and clapping and giving their all to Jesus...couldnt help but jump for joy even though there were so many things that seemed to be holding me down at that time..
Thank you Lord...for how it worked out..I just wanna be where You are..
Sarah Wong
@ 1:28 AM
Job chapter 4. Job, I know how you feel. You know what? i wish sometimes i werent even born. God can this week get any worse? Im crying out to You God...take me away from this pithole.
Sarah Wong
@ 6:30 PM
Jesus You're all I need. And I mean this with all my heart. You're all I need:) Cos only in You I am complete. The song below is dedicated to the 23 christians who went to Afghanistan to provide aid..
Walk on Water
Verse
I will walk on water,
despite the raging storm
I will walk on water,
as though my feet on solid ground
I will walk on water,
Jesus please hold my hand
I will walk on water
for You I'll take a stand
Chorus
Cos You paid the price
On the cross You died
Jesus You were the Lamb
of sacrifice
Now please take my life
Use me as You please
I'll walk with you each day
despite the cost I have to pay
Hear my prayer oh God
I'm crying put to You
Help me stand firm
against the storm
Lord I place my trust
In You most Holy King
I lift up holy hands
and praise Your holy name
I wrote this song inspired by the christians over there who did not seem shaken by what they have to go through...and I cant help thinking..what if..one day..I was caught in the same situation? Would I do the same? Would I stand firm for my faith? And right now I wanna declare, YES. I'll stand firm. Despite all i have to go through. Cos Jesus is the One that matters in the end, and in Him I'll trust:)
Tough week again. projects and more projects on top of emotional problems. Whew, left with one more project before study/exam week starts. yay!!! almost over:D God, You know my heart...thank you for comforting me:) Just wanna talk about one particular picture that I thought was really interesting. It's about a car. and what i felt God say was that...as a leader, I was one of the wheels...and the body of the car was the church itself, powered by God fuel....and then He said..as the wheels...leaders play an improtant part...without us the car will not be able to move...we in fact, serve the car by helping it to fufill its purpose: to move in the direction that God has called us to go...but then again...without the car the wheels have no purpose..God's leaders are not called leaders if there are no sheep to guide..bottomline? When you feel like giving up on your sheep..remember your purpose as God's leader..you are there because they need you..and you need them just like wheels are not complete without the car itself...together they can work togetber in fullfilling God's purpose...to bring the passengers they have picked up along the road to safety...
Change my heart oh God...
Walk on Water
Verse
I will walk on water,
despite the raging storm
I will walk on water,
as though my feet on solid ground
I will walk on water,
Jesus please hold my hand
I will walk on water
for You I'll take a stand
Chorus
Cos You paid the price
On the cross You died
Jesus You were the Lamb
of sacrifice
Now please take my life
Use me as You please
I'll walk with you each day
despite the cost I have to pay
Hear my prayer oh God
I'm crying put to You
Help me stand firm
against the storm
Lord I place my trust
In You most Holy King
I lift up holy hands
and praise Your holy name
I wrote this song inspired by the christians over there who did not seem shaken by what they have to go through...and I cant help thinking..what if..one day..I was caught in the same situation? Would I do the same? Would I stand firm for my faith? And right now I wanna declare, YES. I'll stand firm. Despite all i have to go through. Cos Jesus is the One that matters in the end, and in Him I'll trust:)
Tough week again. projects and more projects on top of emotional problems. Whew, left with one more project before study/exam week starts. yay!!! almost over:D God, You know my heart...thank you for comforting me:) Just wanna talk about one particular picture that I thought was really interesting. It's about a car. and what i felt God say was that...as a leader, I was one of the wheels...and the body of the car was the church itself, powered by God fuel....and then He said..as the wheels...leaders play an improtant part...without us the car will not be able to move...we in fact, serve the car by helping it to fufill its purpose: to move in the direction that God has called us to go...but then again...without the car the wheels have no purpose..God's leaders are not called leaders if there are no sheep to guide..bottomline? When you feel like giving up on your sheep..remember your purpose as God's leader..you are there because they need you..and you need them just like wheels are not complete without the car itself...together they can work togetber in fullfilling God's purpose...to bring the passengers they have picked up along the road to safety...
Change my heart oh God...
Sarah Wong
@ 7:16 PM