The past week has been interesting...had several conversations that made me think real hard...and prayer meeting on friday was really good..the best Megalife's had so far....at least i think it is...got intersting pictures...sometimes i really dont feel like sharing these pictures...cos it like something between God and I and its like this special connection i feel between us....a Father and daughter thing...but then again i know that my pictures might actually encourage someone so i'll just share one or two here..one is something God gave me either at prayer meeting or sometime earlier this week..i forgot already..about a nice looking big tree wif green leaves and everything, but the leaves were falling...and i just felt that those were backsliding christians...and God told me...in order to reach out to them, we had to grow the roots deeper...and what made me remember this vision was yesterday when Pastor Joyce said she saw a picture about a healthy looking tree wif green leaves and everything, only that the roots were very short...and that picture she saw..she told us that she felt that it was for magalife ministry...and i couldnt agree more...its time for us to grow deep, just as she said....
Then theres the nice nice picture i had at prayer meeting also...haha i was walking down the beach wif Jesus, only tat we were carrying chinese lanterns... I must explain why this is nice..its cos ive been wanting to go lantern carrying this month just for fun but didnt have the guts to go wif anyone cos for a 17 ear old its considered childish:( and i guess God understood and gave me this picture...and we starting running...and chasing each other...and it was so fun, just me and Him in the middle of the night....and then after awhile we sat down and I saw a ship wif twinkling lights and all on the sea and I asked God what that was and He said...those were the lost at sea...and i asked Him..but they look so happy..all the twinkling lights and everything...and He said something like....they don't know what they are heading for...they are standing on false ground...and i just got upset...God...increase my the compassion for the lost...I love you Daddy:)
Then theres the nice nice picture i had at prayer meeting also...haha i was walking down the beach wif Jesus, only tat we were carrying chinese lanterns... I must explain why this is nice..its cos ive been wanting to go lantern carrying this month just for fun but didnt have the guts to go wif anyone cos for a 17 ear old its considered childish:( and i guess God understood and gave me this picture...and we starting running...and chasing each other...and it was so fun, just me and Him in the middle of the night....and then after awhile we sat down and I saw a ship wif twinkling lights and all on the sea and I asked God what that was and He said...those were the lost at sea...and i asked Him..but they look so happy..all the twinkling lights and everything...and He said something like....they don't know what they are heading for...they are standing on false ground...and i just got upset...God...increase my the compassion for the lost...I love you Daddy:)
Sarah Wong
@ 9:20 PM
I sat at the dressing table in front of me. Jesus was behind me, combing my hair. After awhile He started to braid my hair...at times He would look up and smile at me...I caught Him smiling at me in the mirror, and laughed and smiled back...He told me something like this: "Unity is important...those frail strands of hair, when entwined with the stonger ones, they become stronger...If those frail strands arent pulled back into a braid with the rest of the strands..it would defeat the whole purpose of one braiding the hair, which is to keep the hair out of her face..." and I got reminded of the verse..Ecclesiastes 4:12 " ...A cord of three strands is not easily broken." And then, finally God tied a ribbon at the end of the braid. Then I saw a crown in His hand and He put it on my head and said, " Now it is complete". And i just got reminded...I am God's princess...God's child...and He loves me so much..
I saw this vision during EA worship....it really refreshed me...Oh God..through it all, You are still there...thank you:)
I saw this vision during EA worship....it really refreshed me...Oh God..through it all, You are still there...thank you:)
Sarah Wong
@ 10:12 PM
RAIN DOWN!!!!!! WHOOO!!! I feel God's gonna do something awesome in Highlife x!change tonight....it's gonna rain down...on the dry dry desert that has been dry too long....I believe, with all my heart, that God's gonna send revival tonight in the midst of us, and I wanna be part of it...Oh God..tonight...move amongst us..I pray that You will move so strongly that lives, both lost and found, will be touched so so mightily by Your very own hand...We need You Lord, We need You desperately....so Lord I pray..Come and do a great work in each and everyone of us tonight..God, I thank You in advance, on the behalf of everybody, on that revival You're gonna send tonight...Rain down...won't You rain down oh God:)
Ant attack! Oh man, the ants seem to have invaded our house, esp the dining area...ants everywhere..and some even look different...creepy...at least its not the bee attack like one time...suddenly there were bees everywhere in the house at night...now that was way creepier..haha..God, please remove the ants, in Jesus' name i pray, amen! :D
Ant attack! Oh man, the ants seem to have invaded our house, esp the dining area...ants everywhere..and some even look different...creepy...at least its not the bee attack like one time...suddenly there were bees everywhere in the house at night...now that was way creepier..haha..God, please remove the ants, in Jesus' name i pray, amen! :D
Sarah Wong
@ 10:41 AM
I realised today that i'm a very very lucky person really. So I dont actually have any reason to feel all 'emo' and everything. I have two parents who are happily married, I even have a brother, I have food, shelter, I have most importantly, Jesus as a best friend, i have good friends who I can talk too, and I have God's grace in my life. Conclusion: I should really learn how to count my blessings:) Thank you Jesus, for all You have given me:)
Sarah Wong
@ 8:21 PM
Hmm, I never knew that my imagination could be so useful:D As in, I know God uses it and constantly puts pictures in my mind to tell me stuff, but I never knew it could be used for storyboarding in videoing, haha. Cool. God, thank you..for showing me today...that I do have at least one talent..my imagination. And God..You told me to use it wisely and You'll expand it greatly..God I pray that You will help me use this talent to the best of my ability and serve You in this way...Oh God...I love Your hugs..thank you:):):)
Sarah Wong
@ 10:09 PM
God, i refuse to continue being emo...cos Your joy is my strength..but God its tough..I try so hard to put on that smile...tell myself..theres nothing to feel hurt about, just laugh it off..God will give me strength..and yes, it does work...but at the end of the day, when no one can see me...all the pain surrounds me..hits me from all around..makes me feel...worthless. And then i ask myself..am I really who people think I am? A tiny nobody that always makes mistakes and cannot get anything right? Perhaps. I am, but God isnt. And I know that if God can use a donkey, He can use me. Thats why He created me the way I am. Different. Weird in some people's eyes perhaps. But God told me Himself...why I am who I am...why im not very attractive at all, why im not that smart, why im only 151cm and poeple forever mistake me for at least two years younger, why im tiny and scrawny, why I look like someone that can be bullied and stepped on, someone that is not capable of accomplishing much. God created me in this way. And I am happy the way I am, cos He created me this way for a reason, a purpose. And that purpose is to show the world that HE is the one that will give me strength. He wants the world to know the we need Him, we need to start depending on Him. You see, if God created me quite attractive..good brains...well built..confident-looking..then, if I did something...wouldnt the world think that I am the one who is so sucessful? The world would see the sucess that I have as Sarah's sucess, and not view it as God's grace in my life. But now, if I actually do something great...It would obviously be God who's the one doing something great since I look so helpless right? I believe that God wants to show the world through me that He can use nobodies to be somebodies. And God, as we walk together, step by step, and as I hold Your loving hand, I pray that I will be able to fullfill this special purpose that You have for me..to be a living testimony that all the glory goes up to you, for without You, Lord I am nothing:)
That day during qt God made me realise something...every christian is a special unique key that can open something. Without different people, many lives will be lost. I pray God, that You will use me to unlock the cages that different people are trapped in..so that they might know your freedom:):) Jesus.....You were so amazing today...You promised me that You will do something today..and You did..amazing God, truly amazing..thank you God...for that warm embrace that will never let me go..I love you Daddy:)
That day during qt God made me realise something...every christian is a special unique key that can open something. Without different people, many lives will be lost. I pray God, that You will use me to unlock the cages that different people are trapped in..so that they might know your freedom:):) Jesus.....You were so amazing today...You promised me that You will do something today..and You did..amazing God, truly amazing..thank you God...for that warm embrace that will never let me go..I love you Daddy:)
Sarah Wong
@ 10:21 PM
I dont understand why I always seem to get blamed for everything. Its getting irritating. Oh welly, i guess tats just life. Seriously, I really feel like a born loser. And im getting emo. I ALMOST CRIED WATCHING SPONGEBOB!!!! How emo can I get. Why? cos Plankton said something like: " All I ever wanted was friendship". Sigh. I hate feeling emo. Its not healthy. So i keep praying..God..take all the pain away...take it away...and once one is taken away another one comes...and it just strikes me. Then I go banging the piano...Sorry bro..know im really irritating today cos i keep banging the piano. Then it seems to work and then the pain comes back cos something else happens...God...how long more? When you meant "alot of suffering"...is it gonna get ten times worse? God...whatever i have to go through...lemme remember that I musnt give up..cos I know tat Youre with me:) I love you Daddy:)
Sarah Wong
@ 5:16 PM
Well. Today was interesting...some stuff happened which are too personal to say here.. more or less relaxed the whole day.. God said He's gonna meet with me tonight. I shant keep Him waiting:)
Sarah Wong
@ 12:20 AM
Went back to Malaysia. Had the greatest time there. Surrounded by cousins and relatives. I actually feel so loved by others besides God. Guess thats the best thing about going back to Malaysia. Feeling so loved by others besides your own immediate family. Why? cos most of my cousins i play with are much younger than me. And God showed me one cousin in particular that he wanted me to love and guide. Interesting. How my perspectived changed about her after i got into early chidlhood. God i'll do it. She needs your love. She needs comfort. All I see now is a lost and confused child who need extra guidance. I've suddenly become so attached to her. Really interesting. God..thank you for putting me through that test...thank you for reminding me who sits on the throne of my life...You are sitting there God, and i know, as long as you're not disappointed with me, although i may seem to have disappointed so many ppl, i know that Sarah is not= disappointment. Let Your will be done God. Tml....gonna be interesting...in You we trust..show us what to do God..Whatever happens, as long as You are in our midst, I know that the outing will be a sucess...give us confidence Lord...I love you so much Daddy...and I dont wanna disappoint You:)
Sarah Wong
@ 11:29 PM