This year's gonna be a crazy year...another year of hard work..But God promised His presence and His anointing...so I know its also gonna be a great year....have been learning more about the Holy Spirit through the book "Good Morning Holy Spirit" by Benny Hinn...great book...interesting stuff...how interesting? Started today im already half way through the book...cool stuff mannn...Oh God let Your fire consume Highlife...hear our cry...we need your touch...
Been going through craziness...confusion..hurt...just a deep sense of sadness...it hurts...after all this while...it can still hurt...youch..but then God picks me up...fills me with immense joy..i seriously feel like laughing...oh God...the JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH!!!:D how on earth can i continue to feel sad when my best friend cheers me up till im on top of the world? kindof impossible....listening to 'Majesty' by Planetshakers now...whoooo!!!!! wheee...okay im gonna go high soon:D Oh Lord lemme rise up to the next level...show me more of Your face...
That day after talking to Amy God gave me an interesting vision about closure. He showed me a man trying to put a glass looking box over something...and the scene keep repeating, only that the man was in different positions of the room with the glass box thingy. Then I sensed God say..Man tries to find closure on his own by he will never succeed cos he is trying to do it by his own strength. He thinks he has found closure when he manages to put the box over the situation...but he forgets that though he tries to capture it the situation is still exposed, just as the box is transparent, and sooner or later this situation will throw itself out of the box, and it will be worse than before. Then God showed me an envelope which He had closed with His own blood and had sealed it up. Then I sensed Him say...only when He granted closure would the matter be closed once and for all...only then will there be real closure...Lord teach me how to surrender everytime it hurts...grant closure over this whole situation when the time is right....
Hmm..i get all sorts of interesting pictures from God, may times during worship, and most of the time i cant figure out half of them...should start keeping a book for these pictures and visions...
Went to tighten braces today...haha orange colour braces! muahah....next time i wanna get purple:D dum dee dum...cell picnic tml! yayyayay i wanna get wet....exciting things gonna happen..its already happening in Highlife..GOD YOU ARE AMAZING!!!!!!!!! WHOOOO!!!!!!!! Hallelujah, to God be all glory:)
Been going through craziness...confusion..hurt...just a deep sense of sadness...it hurts...after all this while...it can still hurt...youch..but then God picks me up...fills me with immense joy..i seriously feel like laughing...oh God...the JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH!!!:D how on earth can i continue to feel sad when my best friend cheers me up till im on top of the world? kindof impossible....listening to 'Majesty' by Planetshakers now...whoooo!!!!! wheee...okay im gonna go high soon:D Oh Lord lemme rise up to the next level...show me more of Your face...
That day after talking to Amy God gave me an interesting vision about closure. He showed me a man trying to put a glass looking box over something...and the scene keep repeating, only that the man was in different positions of the room with the glass box thingy. Then I sensed God say..Man tries to find closure on his own by he will never succeed cos he is trying to do it by his own strength. He thinks he has found closure when he manages to put the box over the situation...but he forgets that though he tries to capture it the situation is still exposed, just as the box is transparent, and sooner or later this situation will throw itself out of the box, and it will be worse than before. Then God showed me an envelope which He had closed with His own blood and had sealed it up. Then I sensed Him say...only when He granted closure would the matter be closed once and for all...only then will there be real closure...Lord teach me how to surrender everytime it hurts...grant closure over this whole situation when the time is right....
Hmm..i get all sorts of interesting pictures from God, may times during worship, and most of the time i cant figure out half of them...should start keeping a book for these pictures and visions...
Went to tighten braces today...haha orange colour braces! muahah....next time i wanna get purple:D dum dee dum...cell picnic tml! yayyayay i wanna get wet....exciting things gonna happen..its already happening in Highlife..GOD YOU ARE AMAZING!!!!!!!!! WHOOOO!!!!!!!! Hallelujah, to God be all glory:)
Sarah Wong
@ 9:50 PM
Hmm..the new year's here...really intersting stuff the past few days...
I forgot to talk about the poly christmas party on 23rd Dec in my last post! It was seriously great...good experience for me:) really agree with Wee Kiat that God planted something in the sec 4s and 5s who came..was amazed at what happened after the worship and when the party had ended...ppl...sec 4s and 5s..mingling with the poly ppl, without anybody prompting them to, exchanging guit. skills..playing UNO stacko and just talking like everybody knows everybody (wait, now they really do!)...seriously good stuff....
Guess the next highlight would be last night..Watchnight...IT.WAS.AMAZING. seriously. Im not jut saying this cos im in Highlife...but seriously...wow...everytime i see Highlifers now...everytime we meet up and we start talking...I feel that i belong...no, im not turning to Highlife for a sense of security, but i believe that every christian needs to belong somewhere, somewhere that God will start to build that person up and strengthen that person through fellowships and friendships within that group. I guess its pretty clear to me where I belong in school (campus crusade) and in church (Highlife!) :) At least, i know that there are ppl who care, ppl who are genuinely interested in investing time in my life. Wow..
Anyway, ive sidetracked. muahaha.... Im glad that a few sec 4s and 5s made the effort to come..its honestly encouraging (hope you guys enjoyed yourself!):) GWEN YOU ROCK!!!! NEVER EVER EVER EVER doubt that God gave you gifts to flourish in:) Wow the video that you and Kelton did is, WOW! haaha...didnt Chye Aik even make special mention about it?;) The testimony part went ok.. i didnt break down and cry..all in God's strength...seriously, without His strength, i wouldnt have been able to say wad i said...THANK YOU JESUS!!! then sermon...good stuff..really good stuff...altar call was fantastic...felt God's anointing over me..God..teach me and train me up to serve well in Highlife...I wanna give you my all... two leaders prayed over me...went back and sat down in my seat, although I felt God tell me that He wasnt done with me yet...was just silent and looked around...and just like at camp i saw the Highlife family...people praying for others..ppl getting touched by God through others...ppl fellowshipping...wow..and then worship...haha..and then i was starting to tell myself that i must have heard wrongly since altar call was over so how could it be that God was not done with me? Then Tian Ying came up to me...hugged me...started to tell me stuff which..well, obviously comes from God since...HOW ON EARTH DOES SHE KNOW ABOUT THAT?!?! and yeah i started crying...and the song they were playing was Mighty to Save. Like haha, how much more apt can the song be??? God, your ways are seriously cool...always leaving me astounded as to how You could do something so amazing...Then Chye Aik announced the Highlife Vision 2008. The three Rs. COOL STUFF!! gets me all excited for 2008. Yay! A special thanks to Amy, Clara and Tian Ying for encouraging me yesterday:):):)
Just wanna take this time (or rather, space) to thank some ppl in 2007:
- Every single Highlifer would took me in as one of their own and was there for me in my first year in Highlife, esp: My cell (poly/ITE 1 rocks!), the Highlife leaders (you guys are amazing), CAMP COMM!! (as Darren likes to say, CAMPCOMM SHAKERS!!! maybe we should really start a band one day, haha!)
- Megalife ushers! (great time serving with you guys:) Continue to stay strong in God and remember to always serve with all you are for our Almighty Father:) will miss you guys though
:( )
- Campus Crusaders! (esp Constance, my DG mates, crusade leaders and, well, every crusader that I know, thank you for helping me to feel at home in sch:)
- My mummy:) Thank you mummy for being a great friend for the later part of the year:) continue to grow strong in God, always remember that He loves you and He has given you many spiritual gifts:):)
- Last but definately NOT least, in fact, the most impt person to thank:JESUS:):):) Thank you Jesus for guiding me through this year, though it was quite a tough year, You are always there for me, You are always guiding me, and You never ever fail to give me sweet suprises...continue to grow me this year God:) I wanna trust in Your will and Your promises:):):)
Welly, guess thats about it:) Happy new year everybody and well, guess this marks the start of yet another exciting year in God's ministry!! WHOO!!!!:D:D:D:D
I forgot to talk about the poly christmas party on 23rd Dec in my last post! It was seriously great...good experience for me:) really agree with Wee Kiat that God planted something in the sec 4s and 5s who came..was amazed at what happened after the worship and when the party had ended...ppl...sec 4s and 5s..mingling with the poly ppl, without anybody prompting them to, exchanging guit. skills..playing UNO stacko and just talking like everybody knows everybody (wait, now they really do!)...seriously good stuff....
Guess the next highlight would be last night..Watchnight...IT.WAS.AMAZING. seriously. Im not jut saying this cos im in Highlife...but seriously...wow...everytime i see Highlifers now...everytime we meet up and we start talking...I feel that i belong...no, im not turning to Highlife for a sense of security, but i believe that every christian needs to belong somewhere, somewhere that God will start to build that person up and strengthen that person through fellowships and friendships within that group. I guess its pretty clear to me where I belong in school (campus crusade) and in church (Highlife!) :) At least, i know that there are ppl who care, ppl who are genuinely interested in investing time in my life. Wow..
Anyway, ive sidetracked. muahaha.... Im glad that a few sec 4s and 5s made the effort to come..its honestly encouraging (hope you guys enjoyed yourself!):) GWEN YOU ROCK!!!! NEVER EVER EVER EVER doubt that God gave you gifts to flourish in:) Wow the video that you and Kelton did is, WOW! haaha...didnt Chye Aik even make special mention about it?;) The testimony part went ok.. i didnt break down and cry..all in God's strength...seriously, without His strength, i wouldnt have been able to say wad i said...THANK YOU JESUS!!! then sermon...good stuff..really good stuff...altar call was fantastic...felt God's anointing over me..God..teach me and train me up to serve well in Highlife...I wanna give you my all... two leaders prayed over me...went back and sat down in my seat, although I felt God tell me that He wasnt done with me yet...was just silent and looked around...and just like at camp i saw the Highlife family...people praying for others..ppl getting touched by God through others...ppl fellowshipping...wow..and then worship...haha..and then i was starting to tell myself that i must have heard wrongly since altar call was over so how could it be that God was not done with me? Then Tian Ying came up to me...hugged me...started to tell me stuff which..well, obviously comes from God since...HOW ON EARTH DOES SHE KNOW ABOUT THAT?!?! and yeah i started crying...and the song they were playing was Mighty to Save. Like haha, how much more apt can the song be??? God, your ways are seriously cool...always leaving me astounded as to how You could do something so amazing...Then Chye Aik announced the Highlife Vision 2008. The three Rs. COOL STUFF!! gets me all excited for 2008. Yay! A special thanks to Amy, Clara and Tian Ying for encouraging me yesterday:):):)
Just wanna take this time (or rather, space) to thank some ppl in 2007:
- Every single Highlifer would took me in as one of their own and was there for me in my first year in Highlife, esp: My cell (poly/ITE 1 rocks!), the Highlife leaders (you guys are amazing), CAMP COMM!! (as Darren likes to say, CAMPCOMM SHAKERS!!! maybe we should really start a band one day, haha!)
- Megalife ushers! (great time serving with you guys:) Continue to stay strong in God and remember to always serve with all you are for our Almighty Father:) will miss you guys though
:( )
- Campus Crusaders! (esp Constance, my DG mates, crusade leaders and, well, every crusader that I know, thank you for helping me to feel at home in sch:)
- My mummy:) Thank you mummy for being a great friend for the later part of the year:) continue to grow strong in God, always remember that He loves you and He has given you many spiritual gifts:):)
- Last but definately NOT least, in fact, the most impt person to thank:JESUS:):):) Thank you Jesus for guiding me through this year, though it was quite a tough year, You are always there for me, You are always guiding me, and You never ever fail to give me sweet suprises...continue to grow me this year God:) I wanna trust in Your will and Your promises:):):)
Welly, guess thats about it:) Happy new year everybody and well, guess this marks the start of yet another exciting year in God's ministry!! WHOO!!!!:D:D:D:D
Sarah Wong
@ 6:11 PM